Sleepless nights

It's 4.30am, and its no secret that I am a lover of bed- no late nights or early mornings for me... Or there weren't until baby came along. Now I no longer have any concept of time and rarely know which day of the week it is. Babies don't care if its 4am or 4pm when they wet their nappies or cry for food. All they know is 'I need mum now!'
Feeding in the middle of the night can be quite a lonely experience but also can provide time to think clearly with none of the distractions of the day and gives me some quiet time with baby all to myself. I am exhausted beyond belief but when I'm so tired that I am ready to tear my hair out and go mental, all I have to do is look at this precious little one and remember that it won't be forever and to savour these moments whilst he is still tiny!
Hopefully he is done eating for the night now and I might finally get a little bit of sleep! Probably not, but here's hoping!!!