Wednesday, 16 March 2011

So i guess what I'm reallly saying is....that I don't know what I'm really saying...

My thought of the day is a bit sombre. It's that sometimes you can be surrounded by so many people, and yet still feel like the loneliest person in the world.

Although I have plenty of friends, I sometimes feel like very few people really know me-my own fault entirely. But when I feel like this, I miss the people who really do know me best. I guess what I am saying is that I feel homesick this week. Today is the birthday of one of my closest friends, a girl I have known since I was tiny, and I feel quite sad that I'm not there to celebrate with her!

I was also looking forward to another close friend visiting in a couple weeks, but she has now sadly had to cancel through unavoidable circumstances. I compeltely understand but I'm disappointed nonetheless.

It has also been one of those weeks that really test you-with so much to do and learn in preparation for our show next week I have been stressy at best! I have found myself snapping at my fiance and my mum down the phone when really all I want is a great big cuddle!

I guess what I'm ACTUALLY saying is that sometimes you just need a hug! And that's definitely how I'm feeling right now! Ranting over and done with, I'm going to plaster on a smile and get on with it. Because like they say, if you act like you're happy, everntually it will rub off and you won't be able to help but smile naturally!!

So please people, smile, lend a hand, share the love, and give us a hug!!! xxx

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